haha

i remember after cadenza 9 i suffered from severe post cadenza withdrawal symptoms to the point that i think if i were to see a doctor i'd be diagnosed as clinically depressed. luckily after farewell there was too much to occupy with - o levels and what not - that there was not enough time to die from the loss of leaving rgssb. which was really death defying. really.




invest is over which means that i am officially out of the band and i have handed my duties down to yinrui who will hopefully do a better job than i did. in terms of technicalities i think i did alright but well i did not put my heart into it most of the time which is very sad because the fulfilment will never be the same if you use your brain instead of your heart.








the picture is bloody out of point but it is to break the ice in this entry which i find too serious. and actually the pic is quite appropriate it is to salute my section and to offer my regard to yinrui.




i will miss percussion alot because all the practices for all the percussion ensembles will always be the times that i really put my heart into. and percussion wouldn't be the same without the people in it. and thank god for the kind of juniors we haf too. and of course my section batch who are tmd shen jing bing. the most i'll miss about rjcsb would have to be my section.




thank you to those who have made jc band memorable. especially mr oura, whom i really respect from the bottom of my heart and express my heartfelt thanks to. without whom life in rgssb wouldn't be the same. i can only imagine the amount of passion and dedication he has to carry on his work with us.




filled with many regrets, these 1 and a half years. resentment, angst, alot of negative feelings. sadly. all derived from my own selfish thoughts. i think it could all have been better, but well, life just is. i've always missed rgssb and wanted to go back. now i miss it but i wouldn't want to go back but keep the memories dear to me, because that's when my love and passion was more than it could ever be. where blood and sweat and tears were shed willingly and readily.




bye bye to the love who died. i will always cherish the memories.




























SAYING THAT OMG STALKING PPLE IS REALLY VERY FUN. HAHA. And look at how ugly we used to be OMG.