change

i change my predicted grades. let's make is dodo instead. as in seriously. or dooo. okay i can go and kill myself now. haha.




steamboat yest was comfortable. i dint really haf fun though. i dunno why. felt like some family dinner. as in with ah gong ah po that kind. cos there wasn't much conversation. not the kind with my 3 crazy cousins and 2 youngsters. haha. i think everyone's mood was kinda toned down. well at least i did some catching up with yingsze. but cos my life is so boring there isn't really much about me that's happening and changing. and i was having a very queasy stomach tt's y i din eat so much. and by the end of it i really needed to lausai very very badly even though i dint eat so much. and bloody hell i lost 3 taxis to 3 groups of ----ns. i think steamboat maximum can only be 4 pple. of 11 girls who scream and talk alot if there is no one around that we care about who will judge us. like 11 girls in marche raising their hands and shouting all at the same time. haha.



ice skating before that was v v fun!



okay i'm never ever going to go out again in outside clothes until i lose weight. so frens, i will wear school uniform forever. only exception is going to church and going out after church.




i wish i could become anorexic but i noe i would never becos i love myself too much to subject myself to that kind of torture.




come step of from your ledge to soar with me


beloved