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anywae back from 5 days of camp. i'm freaking tired and i just woke up at 4pm. guess i've already paid all my sleep debts. special thanks to everyone. realli special thanks to cell leaders. realli realli special thanks to xiaohui uncle daniel and jaygee! okay i'm in a i love everyone alot alot alot mood. yah and thanks to ching brd char! i love yu guyss so much i wanna sing kbox with yall everyday.


yeahh and i shant haf shoutouts here cos i wanna write everyone a note (: WAHHH PPLE AH. 123455 Ahh pangsai AHH. IAN AHHH. SI***AHHH. siao!


okay 5 days of church camp is over. was it good? seriously i dunno. was it good for me? terribly bad physically and mentally and emotionally becos number 1, i struck the lottery, number 2, i was pmsing so badly i cried for 2 hours on monday, number 3, i cried everynight after that, number 4, pple fought and i was so stressed from that, number 5, instructions were given very badly, number 6, we ruined the church facilities. 7, i just had this feeling everyone was pissed with me. 8, i felt super bad becos the older ones had to keep helping out. and alot of other numbers that made me feel like dying during the camp.


but yu see all those problems were because of the fun and the games, no?


but we were blessed with good weather. very very blessed with that becos we kept praying for that. we were blessed with everyone's safety. we were blessed with good health (at least for camp com!) all the simple things were fine, and i guess along the way i forgot to be thankful for that.


and i admit during the camp i was just so ashamed? i dunno, for myself, that i've never realli had faith, that everything to me was a disaster? that i just had this feeling i had let everyone down? and like i guess if someone came and slapped me and scolded me i would haf felt much better. but uncle daniel and xiaohui were all just so nice. and after the whole camp wilson still came to shake my hand? hmm. i'm talking like katie leung now -.- harry? i'm sorry? i cannot go to teh dance with yuou? okay now i'm talking like parvarti and padma. OKAY THIS IS ALL VERY OUT OF POINT. yeaa den i called charlotte and i finally talked to her like myself? and she said this whole year i've just been weird, and mebbe that's why i'm just very distant from everyone. i dunno.


all i ask is that everyone around me remain truly happy. and this 5 days so many things happened to my brother hoho. okay it realli isn't funny. well he's learning to be an adult cos he just came to ti? and it's filled with assholes who rip pple off. and that's very sad. anyway. 'assholes who rip pple off' is a very funny sentence cos if you rearrange the words it becomes 'pple who rip assholes off' OMG WAD AM I TALKING ABOUT. yah. dad knows the most.


okay anyway. i think i'm coming down with a fever so i shall go back to sleep! hm hope to see the newcomers in church tomorrow? and i'm talking like katie again? and i relali miss bessie and gloria and wendy and kor? like what are you guys doing overseas? like can yall come back soon? well kor's coming back on monday! or dunno wad! and we're going hongkong! and now i'm not typing with question marks! and bridget and chinga lways tell me my blog entries are freaking weirD! andt hey are! and i beter go catch up on my syllabus! and howl's moving castle is so nice! as in the soundtrack! okay fine the show also!


Newsboys - In Christ Alone Lyrics
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Brought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand



not exactly our theme song, but i love this song (: